DECEMBER GUNK
a poem about the editor, bandcamp friday, show list, and more things
HP
I heard you singing in the next room something remarkable
I thought of 100 questions to ask you
It always goes like this
Just two months ago I went through the hugest devastation of my adult life, well of course I have gone through much more grief and sadness but all of that is terrible to talk about.
For a week I cried through almost everything. I cried through a birthday party, the first of two that month. You cried at that one too.
Why? Where are you going?
I’m not sure you are going anywhere at all but
We leave the party. You point in a direction and we walk and we walk until it quietly becomes dark over the field? the pasture?
It’s not scary for us either way.
As time goes on we will get more sentimental, I’m getting quieter as I get older, That's okay with you right?
Well, let's start in a different direction this time —
Not everything has to be proven right to be right, do you know what I mean by that? A lot of choices are interesting even when they’re not proven right, even if everyone knows the right answer to the superpower question is to fly!
Well I guess I'm a bit more sentimental about those sorts of things I don’t really want to fly, I just want to hold hands with you as we’re walking.
You smile at that, You have always been that sentimental basically
We both cried at winter holiday the first time we had to say goodbye. It was confusing because I was cold to you then, I didn’t know how to be close with someone in the way we had to be.
Is that song about your mother or your brother? Is it about watching a movie on the plane and the person in the seat next to you is watching the same movie five minutes ahead? Is that song about me?
luckily my mind changes so quickly, my heart beats so fast the last few times we embrace I lighten up towards the end of it all, maybe I
just needed time.
you know, you ask me, that we will keep embracing
- ceci sturman
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Very resonant piece from Ceci...thank you.